Three Ways Being Vulnerable Might Change Your Life: A Guest Post by Kia Stephens

Kia Stephens is one of my LIT sisters–a woman who attended the LIT conference put on by Living Proof Ministries last February. I have the honor of introducing her to you in a guest post today. I love her heart–turning those who have been hurt by their fathers to the Good Father Himself. I hope this post blesses you! If you want to read more by Kia, go to her blog at Father Swap.

Three Ways Being Vulnerable Might Change Your Life

by Kia Stephens

I’ve lived a lifetime trying to be perfect.

Perfect Appearance

Perfect Speech

Perfect Life

But adulthood has been the absolute antithesis of perfection.  In fact, I might venture to say, it has been characterized more by an unexpected slow death of my ideals and expectations.

Topping off the list of examples is year 5 of my marriage.  I was a full time working mother with two kids in diapers and one still feasting at my breast.  As if that weren’t enough to permanently place me in a straight jacket, my wedded bliss was characterized by perpetual arguing about the same issue on different days of the week.  Throw in a dying loved one, a devastating betrayal, and just add water and stir; things were not how I dreamt they would be.

And for a while, I talked to no one about it.  I put my big girl panties on like every other woman and I learned how to grin and bear it.  That’s what we do, right?

Don’t show your weakness.

Never let them see you sweat.

Have no fear.

Quite honestly, I tried, but my trying wasn’t enough to maintain a facade of perfection.  And as I stood in the center of life, wobbling on a tightrope, and somehow managing to keep all my balls in the air, I realized I couldn’t do it anymore.

“We need to get some counseling,” I remember saying to my husband.  Even as I said it fear gnawed at me.  “Kia, if you get counseling what will people think?” I thought but never said out loud.

But there is something about desperation that nullifies the fear of people’s opinions.  I didn’t care anymore about perfection or the appearance of it.  I needed help, so I asked for it.

Little did I know then that this decision would drastically alter the trajectory of my life.  What I thought was going to be a few months of counseling turned out to be about 5 years off and on.  This was the best thing I could have ever done.  Life forced me to be vulnerable and as a result I’ve learned three life changing principles.

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  1. Vulnerability precedes help.

After we’ve been hurt a few times life tempts us to stand at the door of our hearts like a Navy Seal ready to take anyone out who poses a threat.  Although this protective stance keeps possible hurt at bay, it also alienates us from the very people who could provide the assistance we need.

This does not nullify Philippians 4:19 (NIV) that says, And my God will meet all your needs according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus.”  God is able to meet the internal and often uncommunicated longings of our heart; however, His love is often demonstrated through the hands, feet, and mouths of His people.  Being vulnerable, though scary and intimidating, opens the door to receiving much needed help.

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2. Vulnerability enables others to say, “Me too.”

Two years ago I made a bold declaration.  “I’m going to write a blog for women who grew up without their dads,” I said.  Nothing could have prepared me for the initial response.

“I just met my dad two weeks ago.”

“I don’t know who my father is.”

“My daddy was an alcoholic.”

“I heard my father call my mother a heifer.”

“My dad introduced me as his boy.”

Whether I was in the salon, on a playdate with my kids, or at work,  women had something to say about their father daughter relationships (or lack thereof).  Without hesitation they spoke, recounting memories and words (often painful) of their biological fathers.  Had I not chosen vulnerability I would have robbed these women of an opportunity to say, “Me too.”

Isolation causes us to think we are alone, but vulnerability enables us to see we are not.  No matter what we are facing, somewhere there is another woman experiencing it, too.  Our willingness to be transparent creates opportunities for the genuine community where women can feel safe to expose their scars.

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3. Vulnerability cultivates humility.

No one wants to appear weak; we’d rather masquerade as flawless individuals who have it all together.  But all throughout the Bible we see examples of God’s perfected power displayed  in the weaknesses of mankind.  Paul described this phenomenon in 2 Corinthians 12:9-10 when he exposed a tremendous area of weakness in his life.

“But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.”

Like Paul, I have discovered strength in vulnerability, and I’m not looking back.  I have chosen to resist the urge to throw on an outer garment of pretense every morning.  I am choosing to live a life where my imperfect parts are on display, and my vulnerability is seen as a strength rather than a weakness.

Meet Kia Stephens

Headshot 2Kia Stephens is a wife and homeschooling mama of two who is passionate about helping women know God as Father.  For this reason, she created The Father Swap Blog to be a source of encouragement, healing, and practical wisdom for women dealing with the effects of a physically or emotionally absent father.  Each week through practical and biblically sound teaching she encourages women to exchange father wounds for the love of God the Father. You can connect with Kia on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, and Pinterest.

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